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I’ve never seen myself as a hard worker; I’d say I’m more of a lazy person who likes to be comfortable. Recently I notice that I might’ve been wrong.

People tell me sometimes that I put everything into what I do. I’m not sure if they’re right, though suddenly an old photo of me pops in my head and yes, even then I was taking everything too seriously.

I wasn’t very good at school. The subjects were either quite easy, so I didn’t have to study so much (wasting talents, haha) or I just studied enough to pass. I’ve probably put a lot more effort into all the other activities like drawing, singing or aikido. As long as it wasn’t school. I could say I regret that I haven’t worked more, but I won’t, because it wasn’t possible. I think I wasn’t putting more energy into it, because it was just something I had to do. Not something I really wanted to do.

Let’s say that last year or half a year I’m really trying to do my best in whatever I do. I’ve been asked why. Reason for me is very simple - making habits, because everything what we do makes us what we are. And let’s be honest with ourselves, there’s no denying that there is always something we can work on.

I’m slowly learning how to get there and it’s a lot of fun. Things make more sense and my wings are growing. Yip yip!