Agree to disagree

I guess it must be sometimes difficult to discuss something with me, because I am having a discussion within myself at the same time. How is it possible, you ask?

As I am growing, travelling, exchanging point of views, I am trying to learn new things. One way is to look at things from different angles which might be quite tricky and confusing sometimes. I try to take even completely opposite opinions and persuade myself that both are smart and then I agree and disagree with myself at the same time. But try to explain that to someone else.

Just imagine you start talking about something with your friend, you take one side and start talking about it, but just before you finish your thought, another completely new point of view runs in your head and you are simultaneously thinking about this absolutely opposite thing and you start disagreeing with your first opinion even before you finish talking about the first one. Well, trust me, it is hard to follow you.

Another point is that this personal training made me try to disagree with everyone all the time. Sometimes I realize it, so I can stop myself, fortunately. Or I completely adopt opinion of my friends, so then it might seem that I have no opinion about anything. It just takes me a bit time to soak all these ideas and then make my proper image of everything.

But otherwise I like to make it simple, haha.